Wednesday, September 26, 2012
Friday, September 21, 2012
I didn't know you before...
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I didn't know you before you came into my life
Entering from a broken, frozen time
When my heart was standing open to Love
An empty cup waiting to be filled
You came like a sunset
Slowly burning in the evening
My first star appeared that night
On your sky
You are made of wood
Of stone and soft snow
You are made of Agony, of Fear
You are made of Tears and Pain
You are made from the same mould like me
Cracked, yet precious
You are a leaf falling slowly
Swirling in the breeze
You are the first day of my winter
And the first morning of my spring
I didn't know you before
But maybe I have met you
Somewhere inside a hidden dream
My eyes rest gently upon your wounded soul
My ears echoing your voice
My hands longing to touch you
Right there, where your scars still hurt the most
I do want to be your breath
I do want to be your shadow
I know you will not let me be your light
I am too small
But you could hide me inside your palm
One moon beam that went astray
And fell at your feet one night
When you were crying alone
Praying to God
Am I the answer to your prayers?
Am I the answer?
Am I?
I didn't know you before
But now my existence becomes so transparent inside you
All that you are is a love song
Am I the last note that is missing?
Wednesday, September 19, 2012
A leaf in the wind
my existence, all
I am nothing more
a falling world in ruins
an old city looted
tired, so tired...trapped
no more place to go
nobody to hold
waiting for my sentence
to be executed
I pretend I live
I pretend am whole
playing out my role
spending all my flame
waiting for the dice
I don't even care
for my foolish heart
for my wretched soul
even God will throw it
out of Paradise...
Tuesday, September 18, 2012
A vision (More than flesh and bones)
The rain falls all day today
Am laying naked on the couch
nested warm under the blanket
I long for your hand
Counting across the window
Raindrops and our dreams that lost their way
Your fingers paint on the cold glass
A heart and a secret sign
You kneel close and kiss my hair
Your warmth like a desert wind over my skin
your touch a blessing
fireflies in my eyes
You smell like the rain outside
naked and true and wonderful
I lose my breath feeling you
I need your comfort as you need mine
God loves us both, you whisper
You join me, curling around my wounded soul with your pain
Like an ancient plant
You cover me with your longing
We are both outcasts
We are licking our wounds
Two lonely souls in this crazy cruel world
And thus we stay
Still
Loving each other quietly
Loving each other deeply
Minutes run to hours
The night covers us with shadows
You breathe on my shoulder
The rain always drips singing us to sleep
Profoundly mortal and free in our nakedness we lay
You and me
And the falling rain
Monday, September 17, 2012
Rain
Rain falls upon me
like music,
and drowns me
in a song with
a bleeding melody,
so sad
so sad...
broken faces
washed out colors
i look yet I dont see
i listen yet I dont hear
i walk yet I dont move
all that mist
enters my heart
from this crack in my eyes
and this sea inside
drips
like a persistant memory
a sigh a whisper a piece of you
i bite the green of the day
and the world around me
loses its form
i drink the grey of the day
and my heart
becomes this rain
my heart
becomes this longing
to swallow
the pain
of this world....
Saturday, September 15, 2012
Rest your heart
Rest your heart inside my heart
and your hand upon my thigh
Kiss away my every part
Make me yours with one sweet sigh
Feel my heart beat, feel my love
Echoing inside your chest
Take me to the sky above
find in me your soothing rest
Rise my clouds and drink my rain
Fill my craving mortal flesh
Plant in me your deepest pain
Ripe your joy, my happiness
Be my darkness, be my light
You're my true and only bliss
I'm your rainbow of delight
Your first breath in my last kiss...
Thursday, September 13, 2012
Somewhere
I know am in there somewhere
At the back of your smileSomewhere warm
Like the soft place on your neck
I slip between your fingers
Like a prayer bead
I know am in there
Somewhere
Inside your mouth
Tasting your kiss
You know Me
You feel me
Under your flesh
Enwrapped in your verses
I know am in there
Somewhere
Between your words
Lingers like a gypsy
The taste of my kiss...
photo by Herbert Tobias, Montparnasse, Paris, 1952
Monday, September 10, 2012
Be my moon
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Be my moon
be my dreams
be my stars
lift the veil of my night
and kiss me...
Thursday, September 6, 2012
String
I can wrap you around my little finger
Just like
A silk red ribbon
To remind me
How you make my blood flow faster inside my veins
I can pull your strings
I can watch you, distant,
As you undress your soul in front of me
When we are one and i paint my dark desire on your face
With whispers and kisses and my dangerous loving
When your manly armor cracks and falls at my feet
That moment you are mortal and vulnerable,
And i see your face so bright
And then i love you
Only because i know i do not love you
I ignite my night with your touch
As your velvet eyes travel over my trembling flesh
You break me, you melt me, you swallow me
holding me, feeling my tide rising
Yes, I can pull your strings until you beg me
To stop and start again
Ours is not a passion fit for hypocrits and cowards
We dare to dream the nightmares of the Heart
Risking our lives to the death
Beggars of Love
Jesters of the flesh
Sunday, September 2, 2012
6th May 2010
Jeune homme nu assis sur le bord de la mer , Jean-Hippolyte Flandrin (1809–1864) |
He has a sea inside him
His heart is made of salt and dark indigo blue
Wave upon wave upon wave
No end and no beginning
This unknown sea
Echoes deep inside my soul
Making me longing for this ocean
This man with a sea inside him…
Every night
Promises - paradise and distant shores
Every night
Suffering – hurricanes and tempests
Every night
a new shipwreck…
Every night
a salvation …
Distance, by Laurence Neill
photo at http://poemsandprose.blog.co.uk/ |
Last night
Outside your window
Under an Autumn streetlight.
Perhaps
As Winter deepens
My shadow will grow tall enough
to scale your wall.
And tremble,
tongue-tied
on your dreaming eyelids.
You are that far from me.
A shadow length away.
It may as well be a universe.
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